I’m an Intuitive. My work is tuning into the subconscious and locating where in the body words and energy come from. I use these markers as guides to show us the stories needing acknowledgement and clearing, so we can move forward.
A born healer, I have been a practitioner all of my life. My childhood was idyllic and traumatic. I could feel all of the feelings in a room and I often just knew what was going to happen next. It terrified me. It terrified the adults around me. So I did what so many of us do with our natural gifts, packed them all in and felt uncomfortable all of the time so as to not make anyone else uncomfortable with my intuitive nature.
As I was coming of age my mother was dying and as death does, it presented the key to where all of my knowing had been stored. I wasn’t scared this time. I knew, so clearly, how to hold my mom in all of the ways that would let her go. By the time she passed my eyes had adjusted to the unknown and I started to understand that my gift was my ability to feel the paths that are hiding in plain sight.
I spent the next decade a little more tapped into myself, but mostly using my gifts to try to mask my way through society. I could clearly feel what my intuition was saying but when I applied it to the rooms and relationships that I was in, I was mostly rejected. I learned to be a good girl and say yes without considering how I really felt about it. I worked my way up as a design creative, in fashion, which turned out to be an education of the inner workings of the system at large. I left when I realized that I didn’t need to earn the keys to the doors I was looking to open - themes that would influence my life’s work. We are always on our path. After a ride through physical illness and suicidal depression, caused by a life out of touch with anything that I was or wanted, too tired to control everything anymore, I let go. With no other choice but to drown in myself, my gifts were able to resurface and lead me here.
My work is staying attuned to and guiding others to ease. I am the link between the end and the beginning. I believe that feeling what our intuition is saying and staying in alignment with it is the remedy for true change. It can look anyway you’d like it to, soothing care or a business plan. Both, even. I hold space for you to transition, but the movement is all you, your free will. You are the only person who has the ability to step onto a path that feels like yours and you already have everything you need as you enter this space. I am here as a reflection.
I have a gift for being and so do you.